Rabbit Bites

zehypocriticaloath:

YOU’RE ZE ONE WHO CONTROLS ZAT DAMN SOLDAT. KEEP HIM ON A LEASH, VILL YOU?

PFFF, like anyone excepting maybe your brother can tell that guy what to do. XP

catbountry:

lilindyx:

catbountry:

Because I don’t want to have to resort to reviewing Parts: The Clonus Horror for the next podcast.

‘The Island’. It’s like Clonus only modern with prettier people and crap blowing up.

Doesn’t that movie directly rip off a lot of Clonus?

So I heard. I’ve never seen it for myself (though I really should. … I wonder if there’s a RiffTrax for it.)

catbountry:

Because I don’t want to have to resort to reviewing Parts: The Clonus Horror for the next podcast.

‘The Island’. It’s like Clonus only modern with prettier people and crap blowing up.

LOLOL NOBODY READS MY PERSONAL.

So I take RPing seriously. Maybe way moreso than I should. I am not as detatched from my charas as I should be, despite knowing and believing that in the end of the day it’s all just fiction- awesome, wonderful fiction, but fiction nonetheless.

I also take the friends I make RPing seriously. I like to be available for any of them to talk to and lean on if needed, I try not to hurt people’s feelings, and I value them every bit as much as I would if they lived right next door to me.

That said… sometimes things in-game hurt me when they shouldn’t. I get my heart hurt, I get jealous, I dwell on it. I shouldn’t feel this way but I do. I should just drop it and continue on but I can’t, because I feel ignoring the character is, in turn, ignoring the friend who plays said character. And at the same time I get stung because that person seems oblivious to how much they’ve hurt me. AND at the same time I worry that my hurt’s shown through in various ways that’ll seem off-putting to them.

This all gets hairier in situations where you fear the person you got ‘dumped’ for is someone who doesn’t like you. It all seems very childish and it probably is. I’ve considered, and almost did, scrap a rather popular chara of mine because of feeling like this. I didn’t, because that would have been an immature thing to do and not fair to the people who regularly interact with him. But it still remains that everytime I watch something a character I used to (and still) love do anything, it stings me when it shouldn’t because it is, after all, just fiction.

If anybody who actually is reading this has any any sort of advice, I’d appreciate it. :<

That feeling you get when your RP blog has twice as many followers as your actual real person blog